Smother Me

Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time...
Let me be the one who never leaves you all alone...
Hold me too tight...
Stay by my side...
Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time...


What's there to say?

I miss my subby... lol it's been like 2 months. Once I get a job, I'll get another subby.

I've been drawing a lot more thanks to Gaia. :] There really isn't much to say, is there...

Everything's changing, eh? Way to go, nature. My brother turned 20 yesterday! I'm happy for him. I turned 17 on March 22! (Our birthdays are exactly a month apart lol).

Hum. There... really isn't a lot to say. Well here's one of those little survey things I love doing.

Oh, and if you ever need to contact me for whatever reason...

AIM - XReikou
MSN - annihilati0n@live.com
Myspace - myspace.com/annihilati0n
Gaia - A N N i H i L A T i 0 N
[x] I am shorter than 5'4. [It's tragic.]
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [ :'< ]
[x] I have many scars. [Indeed.]
[x] I tan easily. [I don't tan, I -burn-, and then go back to pale. It sucks.]
[x] I wish my hair was a different color. [Mum won't let me dye it black. :< ]
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [Extremely.]
[ ] I have/I've had braces. [No, but I need them.]
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [I still swear he was blind.]
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles. [Random ones...]
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[x] I have a brother. [ :> Danny~ ]
[x] I have a sister. [A half-sister.]
[ ] I've sworn at my parents
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. [Every chance I get.]
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year. [Well, include this year and I've failed 4 classes total.]
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry. [;_; Anastasia made me cry so hard. ]
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing. [All the time. -_-]
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something. [Ahaha...]
[x] I've had my pants rip in public. [Good thing it was just about the end of the day...]
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. [I will soon though. ]
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane. [ :> It's fun. ]
[ ] I've been to Canada. [ONE DAY!! D<]
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan. [One day. :< ]
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've gotten lost in my city [*grin*]
[x] I've seen a shooting star
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower [I miss it every goddamn time!]
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. [Hell to the yeah!]
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. [:>]
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing. [Well.. snowboarding.]
[x] I've been in a play. [Extra ftw. 8D]
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night. [One night I will... ]
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone. [8D]
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. [No unfortunately..]
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex.
[ ] I've had phone sex.
[ ] I've cybered.
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test. [I had to! And yet I still failed Chemistry... ]
[x] I've run a red light. [I ALMOST DID.]
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight [It's on my list of things to do.]
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've consumed alcohol
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[x] I've inhaled Nitrous. [FOR THE DENTIST'S OFFICE. D<]
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [They taste good. ._.]
[ ] I can't swallow pills. [It's hard though.]
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. [Sleep is gooood. 8D]
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose. [... I was -bored-. /shame]
[x] I've woken up crying. [ a lot.]
[x] I'm afraid of dying. [I'm too young.]
[ ] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying. [Everyone's dying... from the moment we're born. /cynic]
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide. [Two people.]
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide. [I'd never act on it though. ]
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player. [I can't live without it.]
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. [Only with D. Gray-Man. <_< ... >_> ]
[ ] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything. [ I want a Lavi plush. D= ]
[ ] I own a cosplay outfit.
[x] I know what cosplay means. [ DURR. ]
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie. [Lol.]
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. [Wtfux, who would do that and why?]
[ ] I open up to others easily. [No.]
[x] I watch the news. [I'm forced to.]
[ ] I don't kill bugs. [ I HAVE TO! D< ]
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme. [Haven't heard one.]
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person. [NO]
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar. [ :> ]
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name. [I have to! T_T Reikou was taken.]
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam. [EWWW]
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue. [Red.]
[x] I've worn pajamas to school. [All the time.]
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly. [Fast food makes my tummy sick. :< ]
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. [... Not an A.. but a C.]
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [INDEED.]
[x] I am really ticklish. [Indeed. :<]
[ ] I love white chocolate.)
[x] I bite my nails. [Bah.]
[ ] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
[x] I loath lables. [They're stupid. People who label are stupid, but people who label themselves are even more stupid.]
[x] I like action movies.
[x] I like horror movies.
[x] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before.
[ ] I can't spell.
[x] I treasure my friends.
[x] I think of others before myself.
[x] All of those are answered honestly.


Lovelies~
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